Be The Verb

when we lost

our son

we lost

each other

~

we were shells

empty

hurting

voids

~

different ways

of grieving

disconnected

us

~

our raw pain

forced unrealistic

expectations

upon ourselves

~

feeling

emotionally abandoned

unable to help

heal

~

I’m sorry

I let you down

when you needed

me

~

I’m learning

to forgive

myself

~

Be The Verb

Why God

we’re educated

to question, wonder

examine critically

~

no longer fearing

hidden truths

behind sacred words

~

I’m learning

to love compassionately

to accept

what I don’t understand

~

wide open

my heart, my eyes

acknowledging

my blindness

~

and that

is okay

~

I’m doubting my way to salvation

~

Why God

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Protection

a stranger

my new best friend

a ray of light

in my institution

~

in the dark

am I dreaming

from talking

loudly stalking me

~

alarms

ringing halls

in single file

climbing walls under beds

my brother’s shadow

talks me down the ledge

~

hide me

in a room with a camera

where they’ll never

never

find me

~

close my eyes

and dream

just dream

~

Protection

Psychosis Canadiana

snakes and ladder

slithering new continents / covenants

~

a bombastic tv prophet

bleating new scriptures

envisioning

a new religion

~

kids

always believe in your country

always believe in your dad

always believe in hockey

~

rays of light

falling from grace

~

sometimes

I don’t know

what to believe

~

Psychosis