Stillness

almost 9 months

something’s not right

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the heartbeat

stopped —

the baby still needs

to be delivered

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holding you

I’ve never felt

so helpless

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we held him

we named him

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he looked

so beautiful

so perfect

blood started

to seep out his nose

then all over

his face

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my body froze

my heart screamed

~

ever since you died

I’ve wanted to believe

in a heaven

~

My Stillness

Code

excluded

your secret language

I’ll never know

or understand

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