an idea
unravelled
we – to – me
until
the next fire
~
when his wife died
my grandpa was fifty three
~
she left twelve children
ages five to twenty two
~
sorrow, sadness
engulfed their hearts
~
their love
shouldered long years
~
restless anxiety
transitioned
to calm peace
~
grandpa told my mom
I have an appointment
with jesus
at six o’clock in the morning
~
he told his daughter
I’m with the lord
~
two months later
he died peacefully
at eighty nine
~
I dream
creation myths
of letterforms
~
I draw words
eyes closed
tracing rich emptiness
~
my top five books
I’ve read / re-read
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1. Slaughterhouse-Five / Kurt Vonnegut
2. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time / Mark Haddon
3. Coming Through Slaughter / Michael Ondaatje
4. Fifth Business / Robertson Davies
5. Monkey Beach / Eden Robinson
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